Reminiscence...and stupidity

THERE I finally did it...I went down to KB...after a long while...with a friend and my cuz, driving around, memories come flooding back to me...I never knew that my happiest times I acquired since coming back to Brunei 2 year ago would be from a place 90kms from home...but then again thats history now...

But driving there has confirmed one thing for me and that is the food is still better.
And it has also confirmed that driving up and down is still dangerous.

Case in point. We're driving on the Seria road to get to Supa Save, and a car pulls up by the side of the road in front of us, and throws open the door right in our path!!! What the hell?

Oh and the fact that contractors who work on our highways do not have ANY sense of safety. So I was driving my friend's car back down because she was tired, and then this car in front brakes, so I brake, & whoa its slowing down really rapidly..and its thanks to my cousin shouting that there's roadworks..I stop 3 inches from the back bumper of the car in front. I thought it was because there was a slow car in the right lane!!! Whew, thats an $81k car Im driving and its not even mine!! Apparently, the "Danger" sign was right at the back of the parked lorry, right lane of the highway, without warning lights, at dusk. Idiots.

Although all in all, company was good, food was good, shopping for foodstuff for d sisters...all good..save for driving (dis)abilities...Im going to go recharge my batteries..ugh work on Mother's Day...

Added...a tribute which got me thinking.

I happened across my cuz's gf's blog..this a few days after my cuz asked whether his gf could add me into her blog links...so anyway that got me thinking what a lucky person he is...I mean she loves him to death..and even though they are seperated by a sea they are so much in love..and its sad that they cant see each other more regularly although in a way to me it seems that its well deserved. Why do I say that you all may ask...well thinking about it..what exactly constitutes a fulfilling relationship, one that is complete..definately not one which only has happiness..for that can only last for a short while, no, a complete relationship is one which allows for both happiness, trials and tribulations. To taste both the happiness and bitterness and the relief and euphoria of overcoming those bitter moments, now that is a journey to a complete relationship, which makes it stronger, and both parties more appreciative of each other, and hence the love for each other grows..exponentially. This is what I realised, subconsciously known, but never put in action, and hence in the process lost..how sad. Well, as they say, learn from your mistakes, yet in that process lose something (..one?) that you truly love..then again, there is a saying, if you truly love, you will let go..for their happiness is yours as well..or something like that anyway. I think I've butchered a quotation, however no one can accuse me of plagarism now then..I think.

Time flies...

Time flies...its been 3 months already...I wonder how you are..how your life has been, whether you have aced your exams...wondering whether you have changed your status? Recalling the times, I feel happy that I was a part of that, involved in that, to help you...but ultimately in the end, hinder?? I wonder..your 'friend', I hope she aces her exams as well, I think both of you will do fine.Right now, its a chore...sometimes I think what is the purpose of my life..of anyone's, to chase the golden pot at the end of the endless rainbow...is it all worth it..I wonder...its getting to be a drag..this blog..because of everything that happened it gave me solace, but now? What have I gained? I have gained wisdom in learning how to analyse people, God knows I never expected that person to act that way...surprised and saddened me...I wonder...how all of you are doing now...