A post about...

I am tired. Dead tired. Going out 4 nights in a row, in between having to work night call duty, and going out to keep friendships alive, or laying groundwork for my career..I never realised how much of a toll it took on me until today. As I type this I am nodding off over my keyboard..seriously its that bad.

Although in the midst of this I made a new friend, and had a career path opportunity open up for me unexpectedly, makes me feel that finally my life is turning a corner from the dark days of the past few months. Although I think I will need to think this over carefully. Oh yes, speaking of which;

To a certain someone, please, when I tell you that I will be busy tomorrow, please get the hint and DO NOT message me and call me the very NEXT day asking me out for dinner, movie etc. It is self-explanatory that you will get a tongue-lashing or be ignored..especially when the time you call me I am driving down to said place for the interview and am already nervous enough as it is planning what to say/how to answer questions. Get the hint.

Otherwise, it was an ok day, the meeting went well, better than expected, actually. Now is the time for me to do what I need to do and see where this new path takes me.

I look back, with a certain amount of regret for the things which I did/said wrongly, but now I find closure within myself. I now look forward, resolving not to look back anymore, if only to learn the lessons of my past and carry only the lessons for my future. I have also learnt that it is my character which defines myself, who I surround myself with will make me who I am, albeit I admit i need to tone myself in many ways, but also, I do not have to answer to anyone but myself. Just not to step on anyone's toes..I have arrived..