The mind and heart association..

The mind and d heart are two fickle associations...seriously I think its all in d head...u know how u long for something or some situation to happen, and get depressed over it, then u get this crushed feeling in your heart, sorrow and all dat..then when ur bz at work, it all goes away because u concentrate...at work. But the minute, the VERY minute you get spare time to yourself it all comes back...like I said, fickle. So the only solution is?Get as tired as possible, so that u drop dead literally (well, almost) & not have to think abt it..makes sense...if it wasnt so exhausting...well..life goes on, and it gets a little, minuscle, but little better each day to face reality & make sure life goes on...the thing is, maybe, just maybe, I might be able to give myself wholly again....in the meantime just be happy for others...